I used to write a diary..

I used to write a diary, where i kept all my thoughts and feelings, but i soon realised the moment something went really wrong, or really right for that matter, i would stop writing in it. Weird eh?
My diary held trivial things about boys, want i wanted to be when i was older, and which of my friends had annoyed me that day. The serious stuff, one never really tends to delve into in a diary, well, i never did! Recently i started writing down my thoughts, but not stopping when it hit the serious stuff and i realised just how deep i think sometimes, scary stuff.
After a tiff with someone i know we both discovered just how much 'thinking too much' can affect things. But we all do it? Do we not!

Recently i've been getting hurt by my own feelings. As odd as that may sound. I've always known i care too much, my mum has said as much as it's a possitive attribute of mine it is also by far a negative. Thinking leads to worrying. Worrying about what other people think. Worrying about what other people WILL think when they hear about something that has happened to me.
Who cares. I went round to a friends house the other day (oh how i love her) and she sat me down and fed me some words of wisdom. Something she said was "Why should you live your life by other peoples expectations and by what you think other people want you to do. It's not up to them what you do, it's up to you! It's your life, at the end of the day you are the one who has to live it. So why listen to anyone else. Do what YOU think is right and what makes YOU happy, because that's all that really matters".

She was so right.

We spend too much time caring about what other people think and dont think about what will truly make us happy!

This is my first blog, and i understand that i've rambled on ever so slightly, but it wont all be rambles i promise :). As i go on my quest to make my life ever more exciting i promise my blogs will get more entertaining! Haha. But really, im using this blog as a way of expression, lets face it, drama students like to express themselves! And as or people who want to read, well it will just allow them to really understand the thoughts of the Cherry ;)

Peaaaaaaaaaaaaace out!